最近都一直处在懊恼状态
很多报告 都要用头脑去想
尤其是OOP assignment(是类似写computer programming的东西)
可能是我最近的脾气比较暴躁
做做做 一直遇到瓶颈
差不多有冲动想把电脑砸烂了
很努力的解决......................
感觉自己手上已经有钥匙了
可是钥匙太多 不懂哪只钥匙才能把那个锁解开
越努力的想解开(努力解开瓶颈)
反而把手弄痛了(反而把头弄痛了)
换句话说 我也像个患上失忆的人
头脑总有个熟悉的影子
可是却一直想不到那个人到底是谁
越努力想 头就开始痛.....
还要挨到新年前...
有点难熬.....
2010年1月27日星期三
Cher always forget me!!!!
Comm ToolKit lesson
Quite nervous because has presentation
Not really prepare it
My group is the 1st group for presentation
My group members have many points to talk
Talk talk talk
then teacher also has many comments
In the halfway of our presentation,
she starts express her own point about our research
then start debate with one of my group members
The rest just feel like watching a debate competition. lol..
End of their debate, is my turn to present my own part
Unexpected that teacher said:" Okay, well done. Thanks."
Zzzzzzzz.. what on earth is going on now???
i haven't present yet, then my teacher chase me out???
My group members tell her haven't finished yet.
Then teacher just let us to continue. Actually is let me to continue the last part...
Well, last time like that, now still like that..
My teacher always forget my existence
I'm really speechless..............................
but my presentation also not very well
I even don't know what the hell i'm saying
Anyway,
I think i ought to let bygones be bygones
and not worry about it anymore...
have to concentrate in next assignments (ESAD, EIS and OOP)
moreover it is my last presentation in that class....
Quite nervous because has presentation
Not really prepare it
My group is the 1st group for presentation
My group members have many points to talk
Talk talk talk
then teacher also has many comments
In the halfway of our presentation,
she starts express her own point about our research
then start debate with one of my group members
The rest just feel like watching a debate competition. lol..
End of their debate, is my turn to present my own part
Unexpected that teacher said:" Okay, well done. Thanks."
Zzzzzzzz.. what on earth is going on now???
i haven't present yet, then my teacher chase me out???
My group members tell her haven't finished yet.
Then teacher just let us to continue. Actually is let me to continue the last part...
Well, last time like that, now still like that..
My teacher always forget my existence
I'm really speechless..............................
but my presentation also not very well
I even don't know what the hell i'm saying
Anyway,
I think i ought to let bygones be bygones
and not worry about it anymore...
have to concentrate in next assignments (ESAD, EIS and OOP)
moreover it is my last presentation in that class....
2010年1月22日星期五
My First Try
It's my first time to be a camp leader
Of course, i have to lead meeting for preparation of the camp
Before calling a meeting, i still feel relax
When the meeting start, i nervous. Gosh...
Actually, i don't really know what can i do in a meeting
Ermmm, maybe can't say i don't know because got a lot of people tell me what am i suppose to do
Should be can said i don't know how to use a good way to lead a meeting
In a meeting, sure have committees..
They may have their own style to organize a camp (since they have more experiences than me)
Then maybe i should determination and flexible
I should have a smart way to cope any situation that will be popped up anytime
and i should humble also
In the meeting, the process not really smooth as my expectation
Because i still miss up some important part
but one thing is i try my best already =)
I believe it will be better in next meeting
It's just a learning process
And what i had done just honour my Lord
Thanks for your encouragement
I appreciate of it!!!
I really like the theme "iHome" =)
Of course, i have to lead meeting for preparation of the camp
Before calling a meeting, i still feel relax
When the meeting start, i nervous. Gosh...
Actually, i don't really know what can i do in a meeting
Ermmm, maybe can't say i don't know because got a lot of people tell me what am i suppose to do
Should be can said i don't know how to use a good way to lead a meeting
In a meeting, sure have committees..
They may have their own style to organize a camp (since they have more experiences than me)
Then maybe i should determination and flexible
I should have a smart way to cope any situation that will be popped up anytime
and i should humble also
In the meeting, the process not really smooth as my expectation
Because i still miss up some important part
but one thing is i try my best already =)
I believe it will be better in next meeting
It's just a learning process
And what i had done just honour my Lord
Thanks for your encouragement
I appreciate of it!!!
I really like the theme "iHome" =)
2010年1月19日星期二
Interlude
When i walked in Tampines
Somewhere nearby HDB flat...
A boy stood at there
Suddenly he turned his head and looked at me
and we start a very funny conservation..
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"Going home." I answered. (Actually i wanna went to McDonald.. but just a kid. May not to be so serious..)
"How old are you?"
"Bigger than you."
"Primary 1?" LOL, am i looked like P1 student??
"No."
"Then how old are you?" he asked again.
"18."
"18!? is it sec 1?" LOL.
"No. finish sec study already. How old are you?" Was my turn to ask him.
"5 years old." Well, no wonder......
"Where's your parents?"
"Going exercise." he pointed to the park where nearby our place.
Then our conservation ended. Maybe he started to feel awkward? or he just recall that his parents teached him don't talk to stranger? He just walked away and used a very weird eyesight looked at me. lol
Actually i was super duper tired already. But is ok. His innocent makes me to forget my tiredness. Somehow we can happy and just smile because of a small, not really important thing, even a stranger. I rather collect these interlude in my life than just busy in my own things and miss out many interesting part of life.
Isaiah 40:29-31
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
Thanks for bro Titus"s sharing. =)
Somewhere nearby HDB flat...
A boy stood at there
Suddenly he turned his head and looked at me
and we start a very funny conservation..
"Where are you going?" he asked.
"Going home." I answered. (Actually i wanna went to McDonald.. but just a kid. May not to be so serious..)
"How old are you?"
"Bigger than you."
"Primary 1?" LOL, am i looked like P1 student??
"No."
"Then how old are you?" he asked again.
"18."
"18!? is it sec 1?" LOL.
"No. finish sec study already. How old are you?" Was my turn to ask him.
"5 years old." Well, no wonder......
"Where's your parents?"
"Going exercise." he pointed to the park where nearby our place.
Then our conservation ended. Maybe he started to feel awkward? or he just recall that his parents teached him don't talk to stranger? He just walked away and used a very weird eyesight looked at me. lol
Actually i was super duper tired already. But is ok. His innocent makes me to forget my tiredness. Somehow we can happy and just smile because of a small, not really important thing, even a stranger. I rather collect these interlude in my life than just busy in my own things and miss out many interesting part of life.
Isaiah 40:29-31
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."
Thanks for bro Titus"s sharing. =)
2010年1月16日星期六
2010年1月14日星期四
Learning process
"It's a learning process."
Thanks sis Eng Ing for reminding me
I'll be alright
Had a misunderstanding yesterday
I guess i should ignore her word since Raymond ganshi told she's a direct person
Maybe it just her style to express her feeling
but i still feeling down, especially i feel her words beat my confidence down
I think i should treat it as learning process
not just let my confidence become smaller and smaller
Yup, i don't know anything
but if never ever try, how to learn?
I din blame anyone..
Maybe i have kinda perfectionism
Not allow any defect in my plan
but it just for temporary
i trust i can feel relieved with it after this
So, i'll be alright soon..
Thanks bro Jensen for motivating me to play piano again
Few years ago, i put "Improve piano skill" as one of my whole year goal
At the last day of the year, still can't feel have any improvement at all
So this year i consider to decide to give it up, actually
but now i have a teacher...
I sure have a great loss if i don't want grab this chance, right? haha ^^
Anyway, hope i not in "heat in 3 minutes" again..............
Thanks sis Eng Ing for reminding me
I'll be alright
Had a misunderstanding yesterday
I guess i should ignore her word since Raymond ganshi told she's a direct person
Maybe it just her style to express her feeling
but i still feeling down, especially i feel her words beat my confidence down
I think i should treat it as learning process
not just let my confidence become smaller and smaller
Yup, i don't know anything
but if never ever try, how to learn?
I din blame anyone..
Maybe i have kinda perfectionism
Not allow any defect in my plan
but it just for temporary
i trust i can feel relieved with it after this
So, i'll be alright soon..
Thanks bro Jensen for motivating me to play piano again
Few years ago, i put "Improve piano skill" as one of my whole year goal
At the last day of the year, still can't feel have any improvement at all
So this year i consider to decide to give it up, actually
but now i have a teacher...
I sure have a great loss if i don't want grab this chance, right? haha ^^
Anyway, hope i not in "heat in 3 minutes" again..............
2010年1月13日星期三
2010年1月6日星期三
I like it!!
Well, i pon COMM TOOL lesson today
Sleep till around 1pm
quite late, that feel so good
somemore my "panda eyes" disappear >.<
Do OOP, wash my clothes
Evening go swimming, wohoooooo!!
nobody acc me, just me alone
=Skip the part of how a silly girl find the pool in Tampines stadium=
Many coach at there, but no one is my coach
quite a long time never have a swim
(Usually just simply play water~)
then my swimming skill become suck, haizzzz..
Maybe just me alone, kinda sien...
just swim 30mins, then go bathe liao
My hair and skin damn dry now
too much chlorine in the pool..........
After shower, feel like wanna faint down
Maybe hungry liao!!
but just wanna eat chocolate, don't know why haha
Go 7-11 find the chocolate
meanwhile paid my broadband fees
After that go buy bread for my next day breakfast
no $1 bread anymore~~ T.T
Buy strawberry green tea
i think i start to like it!!
Also go paid my bus concession fee
Lastly walk back home
i think i had walk around 1000 steps
Yup, is a start of healthy life!!
I like today!!!
n such like this slow pace of life ♥ ♥
Sleep till around 1pm
quite late, that feel so good
somemore my "panda eyes" disappear >.<
Do OOP, wash my clothes
Evening go swimming, wohoooooo!!
nobody acc me, just me alone
=Skip the part of how a silly girl find the pool in Tampines stadium=
Many coach at there, but no one is my coach
quite a long time never have a swim
(Usually just simply play water~)
then my swimming skill become suck, haizzzz..
Maybe just me alone, kinda sien...
just swim 30mins, then go bathe liao
My hair and skin damn dry now
too much chlorine in the pool..........
After shower, feel like wanna faint down
Maybe hungry liao!!
but just wanna eat chocolate, don't know why haha
Go 7-11 find the chocolate
meanwhile paid my broadband fees
After that go buy bread for my next day breakfast
no $1 bread anymore~~ T.T
Buy strawberry green tea
i think i start to like it!!
Also go paid my bus concession fee
Lastly walk back home
i think i had walk around 1000 steps
Yup, is a start of healthy life!!
I like today!!!
n such like this slow pace of life ♥ ♥
2010年1月3日星期日
2010 goal
I think i have to set my "2010 goal"
-Read bible(Although failed many years alrdy)
-Jogging, swimming (Maybe weekends)
-Reflect my ministry in church
-Change my bad habits(Secret :X)
-Improve my English. Dun make it become an obstacle to serve my God!
-3.8 ♥
New year, new life..
I hope a new breakthrough in my life!!
-Read bible(Although failed many years alrdy)
-Jogging, swimming (Maybe weekends)
-Reflect my ministry in church
-Change my bad habits(Secret :X)
-Improve my English. Dun make it become an obstacle to serve my God!
-3.8 ♥
New year, new life..
I hope a new breakthrough in my life!!
阿爸好惜我
阿爸好惜我...
假期我都回咖啡店帮忙做cashier
现在总觉得坐在那里傻傻 有点显
做工不能打电话 所以就sms 结果会被nag
算了 就什么都不用作
等钱来就好....
心里就有个念头想听歌
总觉得或许歌曲可以帮我减轻点烦躁
哈哈 结果很巧
有一桌印度人看到channel 5正播michael jackson的演唱会
他们要求把电视机开大声
虽然没什么听MJ的歌
但最起码我终于可以听歌了
还可以欣赏下他的舞蹈 =)
跟家人去Sutera Mall逛街
看到有人吃番石榴
番石榴的味道诱惑 让我突然好想吃
可是爸爸讲那里的水果贵到爆
所以打消念头 失望了下
结果 回咖啡店
头手拿了一桶的番石榴 问我要不要吃
哈哈 吃到爽爽
小小心意 小小要求
上帝都这样满足我
I love U........... muackssss!!
明天就要回新加坡了
我的生活又要打回原形.......
假期我都回咖啡店帮忙做cashier
现在总觉得坐在那里傻傻 有点显
做工不能打电话 所以就sms 结果会被nag
算了 就什么都不用作
等钱来就好....
心里就有个念头想听歌
总觉得或许歌曲可以帮我减轻点烦躁
哈哈 结果很巧
有一桌印度人看到channel 5正播michael jackson的演唱会
他们要求把电视机开大声
虽然没什么听MJ的歌
但最起码我终于可以听歌了
还可以欣赏下他的舞蹈 =)
跟家人去Sutera Mall逛街
看到有人吃番石榴
番石榴的味道诱惑 让我突然好想吃
可是爸爸讲那里的水果贵到爆
所以打消念头 失望了下
结果 回咖啡店
头手拿了一桶的番石榴 问我要不要吃
哈哈 吃到爽爽
小小心意 小小要求
上帝都这样满足我
I love U........... muackssss!!
明天就要回新加坡了
我的生活又要打回原形.......
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