2010年7月31日星期六

古典音痴

Exploring Classical Music 足以让我一整天进入痴呆状态
要从一首首听不懂的音乐寻找作曲编故事的灵感
好奇当时的我怎么会选这个作我的elective module
不过最起码比几个死党选日语课来的好多了

被逼用S$28来买门票的古典音乐会

本来我是不用付这么多的
在我去音乐会前 我去了YOG总部拿制服
怎知这么远 这么偏僻 再加上那里的服务速度有点小慢
拖了我的时间 只好搭的士去音乐会 的士费S$15.70(心疼死~)

现场蛮壮观 一切也都如我想象
来的多数是外国人 只是没想到老婆婆老公公对这些也有兴趣
有一点点音乐底子的我 本以为我可以听得懂这么一点点
结果没有 他们总共演奏了5首曲 可是对我而言那只是一首曲
一首怎么听也听不懂的曲 像是小提琴乱乱拉的曲
(因为位子太前面,我的眼里只有小提琴手,看不到其他乐器)

看着那些小提琴手拉得好陶醉
头乱摇 手乱动
我却看着他们的谱 期待他们翻到谱子的最后一页
叫我去 显得浪费 不过我想他们也不在意 因为浪费也是我出钱  -.-''''

一直看着指挥员走进走出 舞台上 鞠了不懂多少个躬
每一首曲结束后 指挥员就走进后台
过了几秒又出来 出来的还是同一个指挥员
无聊捏!!! 好像很忙酱~~~

这是我第一次在一个场合上拍最多次手
而且每一次拍手时间是超长的
一直拍 一直拍 一直拍
人家拍手 可能是觉得他们演奏得太好
我拍手 只是因为人家拍 所以我拍 够礼貌吧!!

现在需要用英文写关于这个演奏会的报告 字约700
听不懂他们在玩什么就算了 英文都不是很好的我  完蛋了
叫我写华文都未必有办法写到700个字 更何况英文
哎哎哎 我可以寻求支援吗?

2010年7月21日星期三

Expectation

"Have you ever had expectations that did not get fulfilled? Perhaps a coworker let you down. Perhaps you were trusting God for something in your life that never materialized. Perhaps you became devastated by an unmet expectation that you felt you were entitled to."

Everyday, i receive email which contains with God's words and prayer. Sometimes, it's very surprising when receive it with a title that may related to my current life. Feel like God talks to me face by face. And yeap, i feel good!

I have a lot of expectation lately, even more and more greedy. I hope everything should be and must be in my hand. I cannot tolerate with any flaw. However, seem like God is trying to oppose against me. What i put higher expectation to, i cannot get it easily. Hence, i frustrated! I despair! "Why? How come? It's unfair to me! Does God still be my side?" i really think about these! I even blame God! I scream to Him like a kid scream to her mum when her mum doesn't want to buy the toys to her. I cry like a baby.

Despite of these, He never gives me up. He just wants me to surrender everything to Him. I seem like lost everything yet He gives me more than these. I'm always graceful and blessful. And i thank God for giving me a chance to learn what is receive by faith. We cannot predict our future but God is my life guarantor. He sends me guardian angels to guide and protect me.

"Yes!Yes!Yes!" Trying to give this response when someone is asking your help no matter you think you are not able to do. But just you not able to do. It doesn't means God is not able to do! Cos nothing is impossible to Him! And of course, it's my homework too!

I need Your mercy, Lord!
Please show me where I am wrong and give me the wisdom, courage, and conviction to repent and to always do what is right.
On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night.