2009年9月29日星期二

今天!!!?? 真是无言

今天很特别
上帝的安排 我只能惊叹

回来马来西亚
顺便买盒月饼回家
突然遇到文杰和他女朋友逛街
出CS 看到晖洋在巴士上
尴尬这样的缘分

在等巴士中
突然有个意念告诉我 我的巴士两点才会来
刚开始 我不在乎它
因为那时才1点 我的妈呀
真的可能会在这里等上1小时咩!??
结果真的咯 2点巴士才开车
上帝 你真的是Joker man

巴士送我到我家花园外面
走路进去时 遇到Pn Phua
跟他打声招呼
再继续往前走一点
又遇到我教会安娣--莲丝姐
呵呵 我家的花园好像没这么小吧
这样的巧合 再次惊叹上帝的安排

然后 被我弟硬推回去咖啡店做工
因为我弟他睡眠不足
再加上那里的老板一直问我几时回来
去做工前 去Season和那里的马来人拜个年
曾经同事一场
结果 其中一个同事生了一个孩子
八个月大后死了 我傻掉
另外一个同事也结婚了
我的妈呀 我离开这么久了吗??
怎么我的消息update这么慢

去做工 突然接到美莹的电话
很惊讶 还在思索他会突然找我会有什么事
原来 她爸在家附近车祸
我又吓到了 我走不开 老板帮我去现场看
结果他形容到很恐怖
一些有在现场帮忙的顾客也形容一点
听到电话那头的声音 我也开始紧张了
差不多要跟你一起哭了啦~~~
不过幸好现在她爸平安了 我有帮你祷告哦!!

放工前 大家开始疯了
除了我 老板 老板娘 头手 二手 周叔
他们开始玩水战 薯粉战 肥皂战
当时还有顾客哦 他们也这样玩
边玩边做工 衣服湿湿serve顾客
本来我没玩的 结果还是整身湿湿回家
他们全部站在店外standby两桶水等我收完账
跑不过 泼到整身湿淋淋 顾客在旁当戏看
幸好我穿超深的衣服 不然肯定走光光

真的很感谢主
不管是好是坏 我都懂你在看着我
看着我笑 跟着我哭
帮我安排一切大小事务
我只能在旁惊叹 赞美你的作为多么奥妙
你真的是我的好良伴!!!!!!

2009年9月28日星期一

告别+蜕变

正式向我第一个部落格告别
我关掉了Netlog

在netlog看自己的访客少得可怜
一个月才只有两个人进来看我的东西
也难怪啦
我超久超久没去那里update了
所以不想制造垃圾网站
终于把那里的账户关掉了

不只告别了netlog
我也告别了这阵子的乌云狂风暴雨

是'朵朵小语'这本书教会了我很多东西
教会了我怎样看化世界 潇洒做人
一点一点吸收 盼望会有更不一样的我
就像蛹正准备蜕变成蝴蝶般
为自己鼓励鼓励下 加油加油!!

眼开了 心也开了
耳边的音乐 心情不知觉跟着哼起了
心跳也开始伴随着音乐旋律跳动着..

2009年9月26日星期六

回家路上
突然拿起自己的手机听
就这样 在FM933听到主持人这么分享

"期待自己周围的人开心,首先先让自己是处于发自内心的开心
通常一般人看到身边的人不开心,都会尝试逗他人开心
可是在某些时候,这种方式不太管用,反倒吃闭门羹..
所以与其浪费时间想法逗人开心,倒不如让自己一直保持开心的心情.."

敲了我脑袋一大下
最近的自己总是看别人比自己还重
别人的一点一滴不断拉扯着自己的情绪上上下下
是痛苦 是难受的
而且也猛然发现自己好像复杂化了
开心只伴随自己一阵子,然后又无影无踪了

是时候为自己洗洗脑
也是时候安静自己
停歇自己手上的忙碌
寻找自己真正的安息..

2009年9月25日星期五

无题

尝试改变自己某些态度
又好像开始倾向为别人而活了

突然好想呐喊
喊出自己莫名其妙的情绪
思 仿佛又被我滥用了
旦愿是自己胡思乱想的老毛病再犯

小时候的伤害 再次被掀出来
请不要再无情的把盐撒在上面
不小心 我都不再允许
那种痛 我怕了
那种感觉 不好受
祈祷着警铃赶快停下来

或许有一天 我会躲起来
躲进一个不曾有我的世界.....

听说 我的十字架装饰品破了
没有了提醒着我和他曾走过的故事
会不会因为时间的摧残
也渐渐忘了他??

2009年9月24日星期四

My last 2 day in Combined Poly Camp + Dance Practice

Oh my goodness~
my clock rang 6.30am, i can't woke up
then i kept snooze snooze snooze my clock
at last, i woke up unwillingly about 7.30am

I promised Alan i'll be reach at NP at 7am
but i late
I reached NP at 10am eventually
really damn damn damn tired sia~


I escaped from the camp about 1pm
and went for my dance practice -- modern dance
quite hard to me
my tendon so pain and they feel like going break
i tried to make my pattern look better
but spoilt
kinda disappointed and quitting continuosly appear in my mind
because i worry i'll spoil whole dance
just because of me, murderer
if Irene know it, sure she scold me again
hope i can make it soon


After dance, i went back to my CF camp
in fact, i can't concentrate in the speech
i really tired and sleepy
by the way, i still very like the pray time
brothers and sisters prayed with each other
then cried in front of God
Thanks Lord!


About 11pm
another event -- game time started
quite fun!
we suppose to go for nightwalk
walked in the jungle
before we went to the jungle,
i still wonder Clementi where got jungle!????

However, they gave us the eye mask
want us cover our eye before they took us went to jungle
we stood in front the jungle already after we can took up our mask
haix, so till now i still don't know where the actual place
anyway, it's not the point

I was so excited because i eager going for outdoor activities quite a long time
getting dark when went inside the jungle
almost can't saw my team members
but luckily i not lost inside, haha!

When we back to our hostel, it was 3am already
we all hungry and ordered MacDonald
a good time for us to make our relationship more closer~
because we all ordered set meal, then got 6 packet of french fries there
so many.. we dump them eventually
wasted right? but no choice, the french fries tasted bad also..

After ate, we played poker card
then i just slept 2 hours and need to wake up liao

my last day in camp........................................
kinda not willing said goodbye to them
because we need to wait for the next camp liao
i try to got their hotmail
my initiative also too over, haha!
also long time never like that le.. quite miss it! =)
Anyway, my bros and sis, take care!
See you next camp!

2009年9月22日星期二

My 1st day in One Poly Camp

It's the camp from CF(Christian Fellowship)
combined with 5 poly -- NP, SP, TP, RP and NYP
it also participated by Chinese, English and Indonesia ministry
so they use the common language -- English to communicate
it's quite challenging for me
and quite tired as i need pay more attention and concentration in their talks

So nice when all christians gather together
in fact, i never know anyone else there except Hui Qi, Alan and Titus
most of them i never see before
but they all very friendly
then i tried to get along with them
(by using my suck Eng, haha!)

Then, we do everything together
Talk together, laugh together, play together, worship together, pray together, dance together, sing together, share anything you have included in drinks and foods
Can you imagine you share the same bottle of water and eat same pack of foods with the people who are not really knew before
i think we achieve the main objective of this camp already -- United
as if is a big family in Jesus Christ!
Praise the Lord~

Got 2 Joyce there, lol!
so funny when we knew each other
she asked my name 1st
then she laughed when she knew my name
2 Joyce met together~~
when we called each other, seem like we also call ourselves
HAHA!

In the game time,
i was blur~
the game damn complicated
i just knew the duck duck here, duck duck there
some 'duck' attacked the other's 'duck nest'
some 'duck' found the 'duck egg'
the 'duck hunter' caught the 'duck' who were in the dangerous site
(because the game was "Duck War", so got many ducks)
then i just ran ran ran
so tired but fun also~

Then, a funny thing happened on me
my pants torn, very big hole
so embarrased of it..
except a girl, nobody knew about it
because she heard the sound when my pants torn
she stared to me a few seconds, haha!
Luckily i got extra clothes to change
then my group also win in this game
cheer it~

For me, the fees of this camp quite expensive
but still worthy of it, i think..
by the way, i hope i can enjoy the next two days more in this camp
Still wonder should i stay overnight tomorrow...
and maybe i should change my attitude in GCMC..

2009年9月19日星期六

时间赛跑

S.U.R.P.R.I.S.E!
Early in the morning
my dear Lord gave me a great JOKE! :)

最近的生活 只有'忙'字形容
Dance + CF + 2 jobs + church
每天都在安排第二天 一星期的时间
东adjust 西adjust
安排到有丁点的pekcek
赶完这里 就开始赶去下一场
好像在做大生意酱
脾气也好象坏了不少
有点担心自己忙到无意义

当中 也放了不少人的飞机
应该快开个私人飞机场了
不了解我的人 会说我不受信用
但是 我还是要道歉

星期一本来打算和姐妹出去的
结果又有事情~~
星期六Kai Qi生日会
到现在还不敢讲可不可以去
突然觉得自己的责任感变差了很多~~

很多事情我真的不是故意的
只希望大家能体谅...

我真的是个失败的时间策划员~~~
上帝怜悯~

2009年9月16日星期三

视觉效果

After i back from barber shop~~

Before bathe...


After bathe...


Every people show different response and give many comments for my new hair style...

In K05 (My previous working place)~~

Boss: You look like very tired. Are you sleepy now? Or because of your new hair?
Me: Hahas. No, i not tired. (Then just smile for his last question)
Boss: Have any people comment for your new hair style?
Me: Haven't. You're the 1st.
Boss: You really look like very tired. Or are you just wake up and haven't comb your hair?
Me: Haha, maybe. Recently too poor. No money to buy a comb.

Customer: Wah, long time no see you!
Me: Ya loh.
Customer: Where you go?
Me: Singapore. Go study there.
Customer: You look change a lot.
Me: Haha, ya meh?
Customer: More 'handsome'.
Ladyboss: Hahas, bukan cantik, sekarang handsome?
Customer: Yalah. You see her hair!


i went to meet my brother~~~

Before he went forward to me...
Firstly, my brother show a very surprise face to me
Then he stunned at there a while
Brother: Why you cut your hair like this? I still wonder are you my sister!?
Me: Haha..


Regret it now!!!!!!
but can how??
Hair, please grow faster.............

2009年9月15日星期二

My new hair style

I'm really going crazy!!!

最近发现自己的头发又长了
再加上得空没事做
所以去附近的理发店剪头发

妈妈说我的脸型应该很适合剪狮子头
因为我不被批准剪短头发
自己又觉得偶尔剪点不一样的发型也不错
所以就去尝试了咯

看住那个理发师剪
咔嚓咔嚓的剪
我的眼睛也一次一次开得更大
心里的OMG喊到越来越大声
他剪出来的效果好像不是我想象中所要的嘞~~

没办法咯
都剪出来了
那个理发师还帮我弄gel
他问我ok吗 我当然要说ok啦
只怕再继续剪 更加不敢开眼睛看自己的造型了

一理发店出来
我就开始暗笑自己目前的造型
( 好像有点神经病, 哈哈! )
然后赶快跑回家
也不敢经过咖啡店 特地绕道而行

回到家 妈妈看住我笑了很久
受不了~~ 果然是个好介绍

冲了凉出来 看着镜子里的自己好久
头发好像没像刚开始这么难看了
好像有一点点的fashion 哈哈
搞不好因为我这个发型
可以带动些流行捏 Wakaka~~

2009年9月12日星期六

Dance club + phototaking and get along session

As usual
i had dance today

It was 12pm already
Didn't knew why Irene not yet missed call me
(Irene promised me she'll miss call me when she wake up)
i thought she forgot
then i directly went to school
Rupanya, irene overslept...
no wonder la~ she lated again...

They practiced "chou" performance again
i just sat at the side---dumb....
teacher asked me why i not practice with them since i can attend at the day of performance?
LOL~teacher, you arranged their position already
then you want me practice which part?
if i practice with them, where i stand? you also not tell me what..
so how i practice!???

However, teacher taught us another new dance--fan
it was quite difficult
my thumb very pain because it need to"搓扇"

After that, we took photo with seniors
had buffet then
teacher looked very happy
because many graduates came back for this session

I and irene quarrel since we met.....
LOL....
Irene, you also a joker liao!!!!!!! :P

Still busy

Because i just remember i got overflow later
then i never bought laptop to camp
so i must back home before i went to school

I didn't joined with them and left from the camp early
Raymond gan shi called a taxi and sent Brandon to Lavender mrt station and sent me to Bugis before he went to his office for his meeting

In the taxi, the driver was very weird lo..
Raymond gan shi asked the driver went to Laverder mrt station
the driver asked :"how to go there, want turn left or right?"
LOL, he was the driver and he didn't knew how to go

After that, the driver weird more and more..
Raymond gan shi: "can you go to Bugis to sent my friend there?"
Driver: "why you have so many requirement?"
Raymond just smile
Raymond gan shi: "can you give me a receipt after you sent me to my office?"
Driver: "sure, can! but charged $10 more."
Raymond just laugh
Driver: "aiya, if your officer asked why pay so many fees, you just tell him got traffic jam la.."

I began suspect were they knew before??
then we passed flier
That was my 1st to see flier
i want to take a ride if get chance and after all the construction complete

When i reached Bugis, i started to plan my route and rush to my home
so that i can attend the overflow on time
Very angry! Sam informed us last minute again
he postponed the time
can you tell us earlier next time?
For the sake of your lesson, i chiong chiong chiong
then i just felt i seemed like dumb to rush

After the overflow, i had dinner with Irene, Priscilla and Nicoles
i tried the satay Beehoon
no bad... good taste!

At night, i went to Geylang Chinese Methodist Church
for the youth meeting
at there, i was very quiet
they all can speak English smoothly
So far, i admit my speaking skill not any improvement
i no dare to speak English
because i scare to see the people show a blur-ing face to me
if their face show any expression, "are they don't know what i'm saying" direct got into my mind
then i just embarrased about it
I know i can't like that, but i still can't go through...... How????
but listening skill getting better
i can understand their talks and simply smile to them as my reply

10.30pm, the meeting ended
i waited 67 bus and the bus damn slow
i waited about 20-30 minutes at there
The bus also got many people
i nearly lack of oxygen and fainted in the crowd...

2009年9月11日星期五

Bible Camp

Actually, it was 4days 3 nite camp
and it was bonding with NP and SP
but because i had many things to do
so i just join in part time one

Before i went to the camp
i went to NTU--passed the thai coconut to my brother
because my brother can't bought coconut at there
For the sake of this, i juz had 3 hours sleep only
Sleepy man...

Then i went to my camp
before i reached there, rained....
LOL, but luckily God stopped the rain when i walked inside the church
Thanks Lord again...

In fact, i had kinda disappointed when i at the outside of the church
because i thought it's very big and beautiful such like the other churchs i saw before
but anyway, God's presence is important the most

Because i had join with them yesterday
so i knew the place for the bible discussion
when i entered inside, they started already, kinda paiseh!!

I like the lecturer very much
she was better than the lecturer yesterday one
she guided us to read Hosea in Old Testament
she worried us didn't knew what she was talking about
she kept asking us :" can you understand what i'm saying?"
so cute......
More, she made me interested in God's words
i studied each word carefully and absorbed them in my mind
That was my 1st time to concentrate in God's words
never get tired of it, sleepy and other things to disturb me
However, just my phone kept rang
didn't knew why i had many calls in a day?? so weird~
now, studying bible in my dream list also

At night, another brother came to share Revelation in New Testament
Start, we all almost in the blank mind
the eyes just half-opened, haha
Alan really snoozed
the brother asked him to study one of the God's word
then Alan blur blur one, so funny..
we also tried to ate snacks and did something to make us in clear-minded
At last, the loud sound really made all people came around
Hai Wan broke Hui Qi's lollipop.... Hui Qi seemed very sad

After sharing time, they all went for supper
i not followed them
because i was very tired already
so i went to the room and ready to sleep
that was my 1st time to use sleeping bag
very jakun, right?
maybe i too bahagia liao
However, the floor too hard
i can't sleep, so i went out to find people who not went for supper also
then i nearly sprained my ankle when i went down the stairs
HURT but still lucky!!

Lastly, i played till exhausted and went to sleep..

2009年9月10日星期四

Tired!!!

睡了5小时 就起身开始我一天的活动

看着手上两个准备前去应征的地址
不懂要从东南西北哪个方向找起
头脑一直转着 到底要去那个巴士站搭巴士去那里
一个在Tampines 一个在Simei
我当然是先去Tampines的那个啦

结果花了一小时的时间 才找到那个地方
奇怪厚? Tampines都不是很大 还花这么久的时间
因为我坐错巴士 下错站 结果都在游车河
Luckily i take bus concession
去到那里 才知道那间店早就倒闭了 LOL
浪费我时间!!!!

过后 去找Simei的
更惨 找不到巴士
结果在Tampines bus interchange绕了很多圈
还因为自己脚步太快 踩到人家的鞋飞掉
Joyce,搞末鬼噢你~~

结果还没到去到Simei应征地方 我就give up 往Jurong去了
去Jurong是因为我有个CF camp在那里
Give up是因为CF干事一直sms我
问我几点到? 要不要准备我的午餐? 要不要他到Lakeside MRT Station来接我?
很多很多问题 好像有点怕我不会来似的
有点被问到pekcek 不想理他 不过礼貌礼貌礼貌~~

很kanchiong的来到Jurong
到那里很kanchiong的吃了午餐
就和大伙们一起进其中一间教室开始研经会
刚开始很有精神的听 渐渐就进入Zzzzz状态
在里面 眼睛撑了3小时半 就离开了

继续我的时间表
回到学校 参加我的dance club
'绸'表演没份了 他们都排好所有位置了
所以都坐在旁边看他们跳
好显啊 有点浪费时间

9.30pm离开学校回家
在巴士上也累到很快就睡着了

明天应该会更累
而且也应该也没办法睡好...

2009年9月8日星期二

充实的一天

昨天总算是my last working day in Pasir Ris
终于逃出了'凌虐的世界'
不过他们还是希望我一有空就回去帮忙
Still in consider....

本来以为自己可以有个很好的睡眠
结果 堂妹一大早就进来我房间怦怦碰碰的做他的东西
(应该说进来我房间玩他的东西)
Frustrated + Irritating + hyper-geram!!!!

Then 忍忍忍 死都赖床赖到九点才起身
开始我之前就安排好了的schedule

准备好后 开始前往Boon Lay
去探访我正在NTU读书的老哥
结果因为他有点病了 要小睡一会 不打算这么早去吃午餐
我一点又有课 overflow
所以取消 哥,下次才去找你咯

到学校 自己去makan place吃饭
然后又陪Wenjie去canteen 2 看他吃鸡饭
也感觉Irene好像变到很moody
What happen to you, Irene?
Are you ok??

接着一起去上overflow 有test
之前只是read through
结果objective只错2题
subjective错完 没眼看 LOL

3.30pm上完 就去找绍菁姐
昨天有感动 买了一大串香蕉
绍菁姐看到后 有点吓到 因为那串香蕉真得蛮大串的 哈哈
满满祝福 哈哈 我很好吧!
聊了差不多一小时多 就一起去吃晚餐
吃了晚餐 就去她宿舍后面的森林保护区
里面有一块很大很大的空地 仿佛来到了世外桃源
有压力烦恼时 我想那里会是一个很好安静自己的地方
可以暂时避开城市的喧哗 生活的压力 人生的感慨
安静自己 与神亲近 nice place!

过后 回去Pasir Ris准备把自己的uniform还给公司的途中
在Eunos下车
在马来市场逛了一下
顺便帮自己的手机买了件衣服

回来时间 10++pm..
又这样过了一整天
也因为是穿高跟鞋 脚跟有点痛

接下来几天 我会更忙了
有camp在身 然后又要跑舞蹈那里
不懂'绸'表演还有没有我的份

从昨天就开始背痛到现在
不懂是不是旧伤复发
搽了药仍没见效
感觉最近的自己好像很虚弱..

2009年9月7日星期一

My 2nd interview in Singapore

Yesterday, i went to Simei
for my cashier interview

On the way to Simei
i was trembled
i did't know why i was like that
although it was not my 1st interview

Before i went inside the restaurant
i loud my voice and asked the people who were stood nearby me
"Hello, do you want to employ cashier here?"
they all stared to me few seconds

Then they said if i want be cashier here, also need to help outside
summarize it as cashier + waitress
LOL, i didn't asked about the salary
and they also reject me when they knew i'm student
More, they also don't want the part time one

Failed...
Never mind, keep it up!
find another job!

2009年9月6日星期日

修眉



哈哈
我从一字眉 变成两只眉咯

很久没去修眉了
尤其来这里后 就不懂可以去哪里找个很厉害的师傅帮我修

结果 做工的其中一天
发现到附近的理发店有帮人修眉
我想 在这么顶点高级的地方开
修眉功夫应该也会比较专业吧
所以我终于抽出一天的时间去那里

果然有够'专业'
在马来西亚 他们都是用刮刀帮我修
这里 他们用拔的
果然爱美是要牺牲些什么的
忍着那个痛 半小时
目前修眉时间最长纪录
等他帮我拔完 效果也比之前的满意的很多
不错吧 不过新币8块不见了..

2009年9月5日星期六

Funny Show



Really funny!!
i laugh it till it ended..
also share with you all
enjoy it also!

2009年9月4日星期五

A Good Day

Today i just worked half of day
5.30pm-10pm

When i reached there
i just knew my manager took mc this morning
so happy
i got freedom again, LOL

More, assistant manager just worked in morning shift
so he left already when i started my work

I seemed as though got strength and power again
Ah Mun also thought i'm got fever, haha
because i did my work as fast as i can

Then i was so paiseh when i met 2 person
Gin sister-she introduced this job to me, but i just worked 2 weeks and say sayonara then.
Amy sister-she's the one who interview me. Before i started work, i promised her that i'll work full time until i start my school. i'll change to part time then. but at last, i broke this promise.
VERY VERY sorry!!!!!

Aside from these,
May sister also introduced a job to me--cashier
at Simei
maybe also quite near from house
i decide go interview tomorrow
but i think my chance very slim

Anyway, i also plan go to tuition centre to try my luck
go interview to be a part time tutor
Please bless me!
and tq for God's grace
and so touching because You love me!

忍辱负重

忍辱负重 公公又再一次提醒我

帮忙他时 他突然问候我的工作状况
不否认 有点惊讶
不过我只是简单地告诉他 经理给的压力
也要辞职了 找个可以和我学校时间配合得到的工作

他开始告诉我一些人生哲学
老实说 有些我真的听不懂
也觉得好像有些哲学暂时还不是属于我的处境

但我还是尝试去了解 去领受他说的一切
有点失败 有些哲学搞到我的脑袋进入当机状态

霎那之间 好像点醒了我一些思想
好好敲敲脑袋 问问自己的心
真正的辞职原因 真的是因为学校时间吗?
还是只因为我真的太过好命 不受气
再加上一些支持我的话 才会让我一度认为自己的决定是对的??

再度陷入茫然...

压力?成长?

已经有不少人告诉我
看我的脸 感觉我很多压力

看着镜子的自己 我不这么觉得
觉得自古以来我的脸就是这样

那是压力 还是成长 不知道
只知道自己开始多愁善感多了些
为了不想自己成了别人的包袱 很多事情都想尽量自己扛
头脑想的东西也比以前多了一点
怎么舒解 好像忘了 也不清楚了

饯别

最后 我还是开口辞职了
我会做到这个星期完
不过经理还是要我随时standby
如果餐馆需要人手时, 他会再联络我
所以我可能可以参与我的课外活动了

伙计知道我即将离开后
都不断跑来问我是不是真的

副经理一直问我是不是真的这么舍得他们
Ah Mun也一直说 你就好咯 这么快就要离开了
没想到 之前我还complain她这么多
如今我们竟然好到讲话 玩闹 大笑在一块
哈哈

Clemend 我知道你对我很好 每个人都认为你是我的靠山
对于我的离开 还是要跟你说声抱歉

Ah Mun 虽然你老是把你的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上
不过你还是有些地方真的很好
我想我离开后会暂时不习惯 再也没有人在欺负我的日子
不过mayb just a couple of days, i think, wakaka!

Ah Xia 你总是告诉我你在中国的故事
我每次都听到快要睡着了 不过我都会撑着眼睛听你说完
现在我要离开了 Clemend就还给你了啦 不要一直在那里争风吃醋了 哈哈

May姐 店里的新潮妈妈
我蛮喜欢你的笑声 呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵呵的
总之 加油咯

还有后面的中国厨师 你们的菜很好吃 不过真的很油捏
可能我真的在餐馆呆一个月 或许真的会被Clemend说中 被你们养胖了
你们知道吗 我妈妈说我的身材好像有点走样了耶
所以 我要开始很努力努力进入减肥计划了

总之 我会永远记得你们这些大哥哥 大姐姐 uncle auntie的
不管我会不会偶尔再回去帮忙 还是不会再回去了
我都会永远永远记得你们带给我的悲喜交加 哭笑不得的日子


今天的我 又失败了
或许有些事情 不能知道的 还是不要让好奇心死命的把它掏出来
可能那个真相 会是无法负荷的
永远带着猜测的心面对那个不能被掀开的真相 继续带着幻想美化它
可以说是一种逃避 但却可能会好过得多

没有埋怨 没有怨恨 只能傻笑一切事情的发生
或许真的该清醒了 也是时候把自己敲醒了
什么期望 承诺 灭了 散了 消失了 永远都不再有任何的意义存在
Forever and ever~~

2009年9月2日星期三

Off day

今天 耳根暂时清静了好多
因为经理今天off day
哈哈 大家期待已久的日子

照常很多人 忙到团团转
而且我发现顾客好像特别喜欢叫我
我转到头快晕掉了 哈哈

而且 厨房楼面一团糟
出错菜 出错单
真的是幸好经理不在 副经理脾气好啊
不然整间餐馆会成为世界级战争现场

有一桌顾客吃了没给钱
真是气死人!!!!
结果副经理自己贴那个钱

有些顾客要求多多
他一张桌子就要跑好几次
应该要加他的service charge

有些顾客明看到现场这么多人
还要求我们赶快出菜给他
拜托 醒目一点 我们又不是只做你一单的生意

总之 真的要好好谢谢副经理,Clemend
幸好还有他 不然我应该会更惨
then我应该也很早就跟这个工sayonara了