Be stronger!!

I felt that i get through lots of things within a few days
Be honest, i start get sick of my current life
get sick of being a coward
get sick of being a 'sotong'
get sick of being clumsy
get sick of blah blah blah.. many many things

I know i'm not like that one
having no idea when i start have these..
perhaps is my 自卑感 due to the environment?

Well, I know i'm emo-ing again
many thoughts are rushing to my mind to disturb me
I knew those are not good for me
but i don't know how to stop them
perhaps my spiritual life is falling down and i never realize it at all

Anyway, i MUST be stronger than before
I'll try all my best to get anything that i could!!!