CF FOC 2010

Yup, finally CF FOC 2010 is going to end.

Through this camp, i can see how God's work. How to say? Hmm, be frank, i very worry about this camp. Since someone told me that FOC not really got too many people sign up.. Then many problems came out by last minute. Seriously, it was a big trouble for me. But God's grace, He reminded me the power of pray through sis Eng Ing and bro Titus.

When i got the name list of the FOC camp, 26 persons signed up! 7 persons are freshmen. 3 of the freshmen are going to NP year 1. The main point is 4 of them are non-christians. Even though our target of the person who sign up are 40 persons, but God has His own plan. He arrange them come to join us. I trust it's not simply convenience.

Play play play all the time. Had fun. Had good bonding in Big Family. And can share God's words with sisters and brothers. Really had a good time here! And God also prepare a good weather for us! Before this camp, the weather was unpredictable. Praise our God! =)

Actually quite relax to be a camp leader. Because committees helped me do all the things. Don't say i bully my committees or what. I also tried to find something to help them. But also thanks God that prepare you all to helped me. You all really helped me a lot and i learn a lot from you all. Good job man...

Lastly, Give all praises, glories and thanks to our God once again!!!

因着信

信就是对所盼望的是的把握，是还没有看见的是的明证。因着这信心，古人得到了称许。 （希伯来书11:1-2）

很愧疚。拿了圣经这么久，我从来没发现过这段经文。我是因为要为即将到来的FOC写"营长的话"，有着感动要用圣经经节做我的结尾，翻翻圣经无意读到。这不是偶然的，我知道。虽然在教会经常听袁牧师分享并强调信。但在自己的生活某层面上，信始终是小的。

这阵子，为自己的生活策划了好多好多。因为工作、学校活动，要兼顾，所以每天都在安排自己的时间。任何人搞砸了我的时间，我就像愤恨世俗般，发脾气脸黑黑。因为学费，所以每天都在打计算机。算算这份工加那份工作再加那份工的薪水，看看够不够筹学费。所以一有电话打来问我要来作吗，我都会二话不说可以可以。缺乏或不合我意的时候，就在那个问题绕圈圈。这样的信大吗？不会，非常小。

希伯来书11:3-31都在说先知如何因信得救，神怎样供应他们的需要。神就是这样的信实。那我有什么好担心的呢？我不知道。突然觉得自己的烦恼好无聊。烦烦烦，靠自己最后还是会束手无策。神一次一次的在我的生命显明他的恩典，他的供应，当下的我会很感恩，但始终我的信却没增加。开始好奇上帝会怎样看待我，他如此的爱我，我却一次一次的不信他。爸爸应该很伤心吧！

前几分钟，我还在担心某些事情。谢谢eng ing姐的提醒。现在的我，不担心了。因为我知道我只要做好一个演员的角色，完成导演（上帝）给我的剧本就好了。

也相信这篇会使我永远的生活提醒。感谢主，只有你真正明白我在干吗。

忙忙忙

凌晨三点半睡觉 早上七点半起身
去补习中心做助教 12点半回家休息
其实也没休息 回家就开始做堆积已久的家务
2点半回去补习中心 到晚上7点
赶去咖啡店帮忙(做点菜员) 到半夜12点
回家开始洗衣...............

根本就累死...
不过久久一次这样的忙碌 时间显得充实一点
再加上身边发生了些事
忙着忙着 也可以麻痹些知觉

不知是不是天气过于酷热的关系
大家的火气变得容易上
包括自己 脾气莫名变得不好

某方面上承认自己成熟了不少
间接上其实自己没想像中的这么好

可是总是心有余而力不足....

My holidays just started!! :D

So far have a good time everyday after my exam over which means my holidays start.

In the retreat camp
have fun.. through sharing. through pray. through game. through worship time. through chat........
Even though just had a little of "kucing" join, still enjoyed in it!
Everyone's true colour came out in the camp. lols.
I learn a lot of things there.

After that, had 2days 1 night (4th-5th March) bonding day with sisters and brothers.
Before i join this event, got a lot of stuff blocked me to join
Especially my job..
It is not good for me to take leave as in the bonding day is my 1st day go for work

But miracle came out. God turns impossible to possible.
When the people-in-charge told me that my off day is every friday, i super happy..
I not need ask to take leave. I can officially not need to come next day.

Well.. after i ended my work, I rushed to s'pore and meet up with them..
It wasted a lot of time when we rent the bicycle. Till i gonna dozed off..

Finally waited till they all say can go out for night cycling. I so excited even though i never showed my "high" emotion out. Haha!!
However, this exciting event ended up became a suffering sport..
We start cycling from 11pm to 7am.. Till my butt and leg extremely pain...
Just start cycling, i start looking forward to our next rest place. lols.
Cycling.. Rest.. Chat.. Eat; Eat.. Chat.. Rest.. Cycling..

After we finish our task, we direct go bathe. Can't waiting till hair dry, we all fall asleep already..
Extremely tired....................

Anyway, have a good bonding between sisters and brothers.
I really enjoy in this real experience.
And "Under God's grace", this is the point that i know clearly...