He is in control!

There is always a wonderful plan from God when we thought our current situation is worst!

Exam ended at 11am and had to meet Lisman at Raffles Place to do visa application at 11.40am
No more balance credit in my phone so i must reach there earlier than Lisman
I rusheed out after finish my exam
but NP is too big and it was 11.15am when i reached the bus stop
Then i started to plan my route
"Assume the bus come at 11.16am, reach Clementi mrt station at 11.26am. It is impossible to travel to Raffles Place in 15mins! Nvm, take cab!"
I hate to take cab in Singapore, especially during peak hour!
Even though you are rich, you also hard to get a cab when you are rushing..

After 7mins, finally get a cab!
"司机,麻烦去Raffles Place."
"Hmm, 小姐, 你知道要怎样走吗? 因为今天我第一天驾德士, 不懂怎样走.."
I was stunned!
"Huh? 我也不会走耶! ok, 那不要紧, 你送我去Singapore Poly就可以了."
"小姐只要你会走就可以了"
Stunned again!
After that, the driver told me that she was lost actually
LOL I was thinking is it one of God's plan?
Perhaps the driver could find her way after sent me?

After i get off the cab, i rushed to Dover mrt station.
While waiting for the train coming, i took my phone out
1 unread msg from Lisman, opened it -
"Joyce, take your time. Just realized that they receive visa application until 2pm, so take your lunch first. I'll see you at Raffles Place mrt at 12.45pm instead. Do reply to confirm."
A nice JOKE from God!

Cos I thought the embassy receive visa application till 12pm, i rush.
Cos no more balance credit in phone, i was thinking that i have to reach earlier than Lisman
Cos bus is very slow, i took cab.
Cos the driver was lost, God let her to drive me?
Cos I have no choice, i took train? Then i can save up my cab fees to Raffles Place
Praise Him with my grateful heart. He is in control!

And also......
Again and again, God never fail to show His miracle in my academic
I trust this time He will also!
Thank everyone who send jiayou msg to me! Appreciate it~

And thank God, finally i finish my second year in NP! =)

至少平静

在你跌入人生谷底的时候，你身旁所有的人都告诉你：要坚强，而且要快乐。
坚强是绝对需要的，但是快乐？在这种情形下，恐怕是太为难你了。
毕竟，谁能在跌得头破血流的时候还觉得高兴？
但是至少可以做到平静。

平静地看待这件事，平静地把其他该处理的事处理好。
平静，没有快乐，也没有不快乐

我想这是我现在常有的心情~

感谢主所为我预备的
你的意念总是高过我的意念 你的思想总是高过我的思想
你让我再次看到了你那不让我缺乏的恩典

还有幸好有你们 不然我不知会被困多久~
满心感激~~

我投降了!

好奇我的心脏还能负荷多少问题 多少压力
感觉愚拙的自己彻底败给了繁杂的生活
上帝啊，我向你两手举起投降了

有的时候是我想太多了吗?

我只单纯希望我的生活可以再继续单纯一点，可以吗?

如果长大了就要面对现实的残酷
我可以选择永远不长大吗?

有时会觉得责任感是个很重的担子
可是我背着这原则走了好多年~

孙俪今

，不管再怎样辛苦，都要坚持，努力面对生活!!

重新得力

发现 我很久没真正的感恩了
原来只要学会感恩了 就会很容易释怀很多东西

供应我一切所需的神,
我要继续相信既然你应许了 你就会担当到底
让我害怕的坏蛋 你彻底失败了!

我宣告
我要继续每天和你固定的时间!!
求你给我恒心，不让任何东西拦阻我..

Copy from tiffany's blog,
It’s the best thing to do with your boy/girl friend, fiance/fiancee, spouse
WORSHIP and PRAY, WORSHIP and PRAY, WORSHIP and PRAY!!

心情

新加坡的日子总是没法让我停下脚步体验生活
好不容易紧凑而来的报告搞了一段落
假期的一开始就有了频密的节目
忙碌的生活 真让我对自由呼吸的世界有了许多渴慕

很久没有和爸爸有亲密时间了
很强的意识让我再次俯伏在他面前祷告读经
传道书提醒了我好多
世物都是捕风 忙碌却不能体验生活是虚空
仿佛反映出我目前的生活 烦恼显得更为多余

我正努力的找回当初的热忱
如果找不回 我也不回头了......

又回去了

哎 又是时候回到了新加坡生活
在马来西亚度过的2个星期假期好充实
让我真的有不想回来新加坡的感觉

因为提了5个bags回新加坡 所以爸爸很好的骑摩托载我进来
结果衰到半死 东西一直掉
最好笑是安全帽竟然飞掉~
结果停在大路旁下车捡帽子回来
不过感谢主 安全帽是滚到大路旁
不然我都不懂怎样捡回来..

接下来的2两个月 一定都在为project忙
希望不会让上学期的历史重演啊~

终于.....

什么都摊开来说 感觉好舒服
还是只有妈妈最了解我心情

或许我真的需要时间重新冷静思考
不是我疑惑了 只因我看重~
目前来说 体谅和尊重对我来说很需要~

小妹也正式上K1了
可怜的他年尾才出世
比4岁的手势才没两个月 就要和他的同学们一起比五岁的手势了
看他的书 简直就是当年我小学的程度
我妈妈都摇头说 顺其自然就好~
现在的小孩子有真正的童年都很难了..

2010年最后几天 波涛汹涌
却在2011年的第一天 再次向我显明了祂的恩典
我相信新的一年 上帝仍必与我同在~
而且过得比去年更丰盛!