My suffering Saturday

Today i back school
because my dance cca start again

Actually i don't want back school
i just want lie on my bed till i gain enough strength
but i absent many times already
so no choice
although i really tired

At there, nothing to do
just sat there and saw the people dance
saw Irene ran here, ran there
the dance performance coming soon
but because i have work
so i can't join the practice
SO HATE, my work ruin my cca

Then, i leave school earlier
b'cuz work later
i late again, just late 1 min
but i kena scolded...
~!@#$#@! =.=

I start begin to plan to change into part time from next week
i really don't wish my work will affect my cca
and maybe i not need to see their face everyday
However, very coincidence..
before i discuss this with my manager
she start to talk and ask me can i work full time till October
LOL, what can i say liao??
then no choice and promise her work full till the 1st week of October

I met another staff today
i think she's the part time also
she comes from China
but she not very friendly to me
i ask her something, she ignore me
i want take something, she snatch it from me
i don't know why she like that
but she treat other people in another way(more friendly)
have i did anything wrong?

Today, the restaurant very very busy
the time running so slow
i almost collapse already
i damn desire i'm a customer, not a worker there
i damn desire i can leave from that place, not need stay there anymore
but it's just my desire, my daydream
cannot realize it in the reality, LOL!

I also don't know why i want cry suddenly
i bear my tears, not let them out
but i know my face start glum, glum and glum

Just assistant manager, Clemend know i got something wrong
he know i wanna quit this job
he also wanna quit, but still wait a good opportunity
he advise me be a steady man
working here is like that
just bear with it~~

haiz...
at last, i settle my dinner at 11pm plus
and eat lunch meat 3 days already T.T