Homesick

Before i start my blog,
i have some words to Blacklover

Blacklover,
paiseh ahh..
i write my blog in English again..

Few days ago
Happened a lot of things
mood complicated..
just back Singapore 3 days
my homesick recured...

So, i back..
luckily, god know everything
good arrangement in my journey
the traffic jam not very heavy
so i reached my home within 1 hour
very fast, right?

Now,
i get back my power again
full-charged
although i still feel very tired

At home,
i wrote a blog is specially for someone
but i don't want posting it now
because i think not very well if i post it
i want remain my good behaviour
don't want affected by someone
and walk in his way
God, You see it!!!
and You will settle it, right?

I saw Renz's blog just now
he said he hope to be the gold medalist or at least in Director's list
How huge his ambition and dream...
honestly, it made me stress more
i can't defeat Renz who are almost be a genius
and we come from different course
but at least i can't make m'sian shame, is it?

I was in the Director list before
but i missed it
i lost the chance
so sad..
my cheerful personality make me forgot it in a short time
but Renz mention it again
Sad back.. T.T

Recently,
i busy in my assignment
next week i need submit 2 assignments
and have presentation

Panic..
worry..
no secure..
Oh my god~~
please keep me in your prayer, my dear sisters..
thanks!!