CATS lesson

Feel frustrate in my assignment of this lesson
Actually,
i had 100% confidence can get a good result in this assignment before
bcoz i knew the requirement of the assignment..

This assignment devided into 2 parts
one for individual report
another one is for group presentation

In my individual report,
i felt very satisfied..
bcoz i wrote many things n wrote about 700words in my report

Inversely,
in my group presentation....
my group members all come from engineering
i do not like them
bcoz they always talk n play themselves
maybe i cannot say english fluently,
so they feel lame when talk to me..
when i gave my comments,
they ignored me...
feel i had outcased from them..

So...
i not involved in the group discussion for preparation of the presentation
i cannot contact them bcoz i no had their contact nombor
n they didn't want answer me what time they want to discuss when i asked them
they just kept talking themselves
even they not say halo to me when met me after lesson
such like stranger

Till turn my group to present
i didn't know what they did already
n the title they wanted to present
i no choice..
juz kept quiet there..

At last
my lecturor knew i not do anything
n they let me off
he asked them why,
they not answered anything..
n i hadn't chance to explain it..

After lesson,
i had a private talk with my lecturor
mayb he know i will find him
so he asked me take a chair n sat beside him at once

I told him the truth n my real feeling
he wanted me join in another group
but actually i wish to change my class
bcoz i scare the future trouble
if i change another group,
how my ex-group member think about me?

I also worry the result of my assignment
i worry the group presentation will affect the overall result
my lecturer said i can pass
but just pass, not good
must be hard for next assignment
otherwise,
SURE gone...

Disappointment...
first time i cried in new school
cannot tahan...
when can i talk a good english?
if i keep it like that,
my other presentation will get this result too..
i don't want!!!!!
God, where are You?
I need Your power n grace whenever,wherever and whatever i am...