Exploring Classical Music 足以让我一整天进入痴呆状态
要从一首首听不懂的音乐寻找作曲编故事的灵感
好奇当时的我怎么会选这个作我的elective module
不过最起码比几个死党选日语课来的好多了
被逼用S$28来买门票的古典音乐会
本来我是不用付这么多的
在我去音乐会前 我去了YOG总部拿制服
怎知这么远 这么偏僻 再加上那里的服务速度有点小慢
拖了我的时间 只好搭的士去音乐会 的士费S$15.70(心疼死~)
现场蛮壮观 一切也都如我想象
来的多数是外国人 只是没想到老婆婆老公公对这些也有兴趣
有一点点音乐底子的我 本以为我可以听得懂这么一点点
结果没有 他们总共演奏了5首曲 可是对我而言那只是一首曲
一首怎么听也听不懂的曲 像是小提琴乱乱拉的曲
(因为位子太前面，我的眼里只有小提琴手，看不到其他乐器)
看着那些小提琴手拉得好陶醉
头乱摇 手乱动
我却看着他们的谱 期待他们翻到谱子的最后一页
叫我去 显得浪费 不过我想他们也不在意 因为浪费也是我出钱 -.-''''
一直看着指挥员走进走出 舞台上 鞠了不懂多少个躬
每一首曲结束后 指挥员就走进后台
过了几秒又出来 出来的还是同一个指挥员
无聊捏!!! 好像很忙酱~~~
这是我第一次在一个场合上拍最多次手
而且每一次拍手时间是超长的
一直拍 一直拍 一直拍
人家拍手 可能是觉得他们演奏得太好
我拍手 只是因为人家拍 所以我拍 够礼貌吧!!
现在需要用英文写关于这个演奏会的报告 字约700
听不懂他们在玩什么就算了 英文都不是很好的我 完蛋了
叫我写华文都未必有办法写到700个字 更何况英文
哎哎哎 我可以寻求支援吗?
2010年7月21日星期三
Expectation
"Have you ever had expectations that did not get fulfilled? Perhaps a coworker let you down. Perhaps you were trusting God for something in your life that never materialized. Perhaps you became devastated by an unmet expectation that you felt you were entitled to."
Everyday, i receive email which contains with God's words and prayer. Sometimes, it's very surprising when receive it with a title that may related to my current life. Feel like God talks to me face by face. And yeap, i feel good!
I have a lot of expectation lately, even more and more greedy. I hope everything should be and must be in my hand. I cannot tolerate with any flaw. However, seem like God is trying to oppose against me. What i put higher expectation to, i cannot get it easily. Hence, i frustrated! I despair! "Why? How come? It's unfair to me! Does God still be my side?" i really think about these! I even blame God! I scream to Him like a kid scream to her mum when her mum doesn't want to buy the toys to her. I cry like a baby.
Despite of these, He never gives me up. He just wants me to surrender everything to Him. I seem like lost everything yet He gives me more than these. I'm always graceful and blessful. And i thank God for giving me a chance to learn what is receive by faith. We cannot predict our future but God is my life guarantor. He sends me guardian angels to guide and protect me.
"Yes!Yes!Yes!" Trying to give this response when someone is asking your help no matter you think you are not able to do. But just you not able to do. It doesn't means God is not able to do! Cos nothing is impossible to Him! And of course, it's my homework too!
I need Your mercy, Lord!
Please show me where I am wrong and give me the wisdom, courage, and conviction to repent and to always do what is right.
On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night.
Everyday, i receive email which contains with God's words and prayer. Sometimes, it's very surprising when receive it with a title that may related to my current life. Feel like God talks to me face by face. And yeap, i feel good!
I have a lot of expectation lately, even more and more greedy. I hope everything should be and must be in my hand. I cannot tolerate with any flaw. However, seem like God is trying to oppose against me. What i put higher expectation to, i cannot get it easily. Hence, i frustrated! I despair! "Why? How come? It's unfair to me! Does God still be my side?" i really think about these! I even blame God! I scream to Him like a kid scream to her mum when her mum doesn't want to buy the toys to her. I cry like a baby.
Despite of these, He never gives me up. He just wants me to surrender everything to Him. I seem like lost everything yet He gives me more than these. I'm always graceful and blessful. And i thank God for giving me a chance to learn what is receive by faith. We cannot predict our future but God is my life guarantor. He sends me guardian angels to guide and protect me.
"Yes!Yes!Yes!" Trying to give this response when someone is asking your help no matter you think you are not able to do. But just you not able to do. It doesn't means God is not able to do! Cos nothing is impossible to Him! And of course, it's my homework too!
I need Your mercy, Lord!
Please show me where I am wrong and give me the wisdom, courage, and conviction to repent and to always do what is right.
On my bed I remember you; I think of you through the watches of the night.
2010年6月23日星期三
新加坡的"A4J"
By right, i was not willing to come Singapore. Cos a long journey will make me very tiring. Anyway, i went in.
Reached there, saw every CF member seemed very sian sian one. Sian liao lor, i think. Just sat there for a while, ChiaLing and Enjun came to tell me they want to leave soon. ZZZzzzzzz.. What the heck i come in Singapore?? After that, Enjun told me have Pastor Philip Mantofa's conference tonight, tmr n wed. I guess this is the one reason that i can pursuade myself luckily i come in. Otherwise, Enjun may not tell me this news. And i'll lost a chance again. (Last year i was kinda sad due to i was still having school during the period of A4J.)
Excited. And i told to my mum once i back home. So next day (which is yesterday), my parents n sisters came to join the conference. It was too bad cos the translator unable to translate to mand well. Hence, my parents can't get any things from there.
Today morning, i went to the church again for the discipline's training. Free admission. Surely i won't let the chance go. It taught by Pastor Philip Mantofa. He shared a lot of testimonies. Very very amazing!!!! What i really really feel grateful is i saw the fire of revival start burning in Singapore. Recall back when i just stepped into Singapore, i told the people about revival. They all looked blur. Totally no idea about this. Now, i witness many Singaporeans gather together to cry out for themselves and own country, even foreigners come to pray together too!! It's awesome!!!
Sometimes, i keep controling myself. Why? I seem like crazy over this pastor. But i think his's true heart towards Jesus is a main reason he attracts me. I hope i can have a warm-hearted like him. The fire keep burning and burning. Mug God's words again and again. Stands firm in Christ no matter what. Witness God shows His miracles once again and again. I like to have every single things which is about God. Listen to God, even when He's whispering. Humble and obey God's plan. All of these is what i desire of now. But i know some part of my heart still very dry. Yet i'm finding my water resource.
Every outcomes come from truly desire. God, i really desire you!!!!! I pray i can keep desire you every singel day. My desire never ever paused in this post, is keep continue in my every SINGLE day!!!!
Reached there, saw every CF member seemed very sian sian one. Sian liao lor, i think. Just sat there for a while, ChiaLing and Enjun came to tell me they want to leave soon. ZZZzzzzzz.. What the heck i come in Singapore?? After that, Enjun told me have Pastor Philip Mantofa's conference tonight, tmr n wed. I guess this is the one reason that i can pursuade myself luckily i come in. Otherwise, Enjun may not tell me this news. And i'll lost a chance again. (Last year i was kinda sad due to i was still having school during the period of A4J.)
Excited. And i told to my mum once i back home. So next day (which is yesterday), my parents n sisters came to join the conference. It was too bad cos the translator unable to translate to mand well. Hence, my parents can't get any things from there.
Today morning, i went to the church again for the discipline's training. Free admission. Surely i won't let the chance go. It taught by Pastor Philip Mantofa. He shared a lot of testimonies. Very very amazing!!!! What i really really feel grateful is i saw the fire of revival start burning in Singapore. Recall back when i just stepped into Singapore, i told the people about revival. They all looked blur. Totally no idea about this. Now, i witness many Singaporeans gather together to cry out for themselves and own country, even foreigners come to pray together too!! It's awesome!!!
Sometimes, i keep controling myself. Why? I seem like crazy over this pastor. But i think his's true heart towards Jesus is a main reason he attracts me. I hope i can have a warm-hearted like him. The fire keep burning and burning. Mug God's words again and again. Stands firm in Christ no matter what. Witness God shows His miracles once again and again. I like to have every single things which is about God. Listen to God, even when He's whispering. Humble and obey God's plan. All of these is what i desire of now. But i know some part of my heart still very dry. Yet i'm finding my water resource.
Every outcomes come from truly desire. God, i really desire you!!!!! I pray i can keep desire you every singel day. My desire never ever paused in this post, is keep continue in my every SINGLE day!!!!
2010年6月15日星期二
2010年6月12日星期六
当时,我和你...
相片定格了当时的我们
昔日的我们笑得好灿烂
每日拾掇那些的回忆
缀成片片断断的思量
稚气的我们 纯纯的友谊
用尽了年轻的活力与狂野
一块在球场大声欢呼
一块为某个男生疯狂
一块叽叽喳喳大声笑
一块在上课时打呼噜
地球每天在自转 太阳依然在自焚
时间滴滴答答走 岁月一去不留人
如今的我们 已决分道扬镳
独自到世界某个角落
继续彩绘自己的天空
有人说
成长是痛苦的累积
也是一条崎岖不平的道路
我却说
纵使满众荆棘 我也不怕
因为有你 才让我的生活从此精彩
正因为
生命就像一朵绽放的花
虽然没有动人的外观
却有散发香味的时候
生命不一定要轰轰烈烈
最重要的是能刻苦铭心
昔日的我们笑得好灿烂
每日拾掇那些的回忆
缀成片片断断的思量
稚气的我们 纯纯的友谊
用尽了年轻的活力与狂野
一块在球场大声欢呼
一块为某个男生疯狂
一块叽叽喳喳大声笑
一块在上课时打呼噜
地球每天在自转 太阳依然在自焚
时间滴滴答答走 岁月一去不留人
如今的我们 已决分道扬镳
独自到世界某个角落
继续彩绘自己的天空
有人说
成长是痛苦的累积
也是一条崎岖不平的道路
我却说
纵使满众荆棘 我也不怕
因为有你 才让我的生活从此精彩
正因为
生命就像一朵绽放的花
虽然没有动人的外观
却有散发香味的时候
生命不一定要轰轰烈烈
最重要的是能刻苦铭心
2010年6月11日星期五
2010年6月6日星期日
My home, my country
Most of the Malaysians speak bad about Malaysia after they came to Singapore. When you try to ask them whether they love their country, they always give you a similar answer. "I love my country, but my country doesn't love me." How come?
1. Because they failed to get scholarship but his/her friends whose result worse get it easily.
2. Malaysia's political and social too dark. (If you're Malaysian, surely you know that though you might not have habit of reading newspaper.)
3. Dislike involved in the different race groups. (Perhaps had some bad experience before.)
And many other reasons...
When i just came to Singapore, i was quite sensitive with the words which related to "Malaysia", even now. Mostly i heard is about how bad Malaysia is. Kinda sad, actually. My home country failed to give a good image to foreigners, even those who are Malaysians are still trying persuade foreigners don't go to Malaysia due to there is unsafe place.
Why not we think in another way? We don't ever have any choice to born in which country. Perhaps we can change our nationality when we are adult. But have you try to think deeply about that may have some beautiful reasons why you born in this country? God always done His job with a wonderful reason behind and He won't explain to you why he did that for you.
Usually, our prayer center on ourselves. We request God give us things/results that we want. Blame God, complain everything when our demands never satisfied. But we never ever give a thought that the things that God gives to us is a lesson? We always complain a lot about our country. Why not we pray for our country always? Believe God, He'll transform Malaysia one day? Perhaps God is waiting for Malaysians' cry out for own country!!!!! So don't hestitate or underestimate your prayer. Just cry out once a year better than you never ever do that!!
"Do you love ur home coutry?" Yes, i am. Forever and ever. Though it seems like unlovable now. And i still believe that i'll see the revival in Malaysia one day, now and ever. Because my God is Big Big God!!! :D
1. Because they failed to get scholarship but his/her friends whose result worse get it easily.
2. Malaysia's political and social too dark. (If you're Malaysian, surely you know that though you might not have habit of reading newspaper.)
3. Dislike involved in the different race groups. (Perhaps had some bad experience before.)
And many other reasons...
When i just came to Singapore, i was quite sensitive with the words which related to "Malaysia", even now. Mostly i heard is about how bad Malaysia is. Kinda sad, actually. My home country failed to give a good image to foreigners, even those who are Malaysians are still trying persuade foreigners don't go to Malaysia due to there is unsafe place.
Why not we think in another way? We don't ever have any choice to born in which country. Perhaps we can change our nationality when we are adult. But have you try to think deeply about that may have some beautiful reasons why you born in this country? God always done His job with a wonderful reason behind and He won't explain to you why he did that for you.
Usually, our prayer center on ourselves. We request God give us things/results that we want. Blame God, complain everything when our demands never satisfied. But we never ever give a thought that the things that God gives to us is a lesson? We always complain a lot about our country. Why not we pray for our country always? Believe God, He'll transform Malaysia one day? Perhaps God is waiting for Malaysians' cry out for own country!!!!! So don't hestitate or underestimate your prayer. Just cry out once a year better than you never ever do that!!
"Do you love ur home coutry?" Yes, i am. Forever and ever. Though it seems like unlovable now. And i still believe that i'll see the revival in Malaysia one day, now and ever. Because my God is Big Big God!!! :D
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