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目前为止,3份工作...
如果新加坡再没有任何消息
这3份工将会是我1个月又3星期的假期生活

听起来好像好拼
为了学费 为了不想自私让妈妈一个人烦恼
这阵子都不断找工

3份工的薪水 筹筹下应该够缴学费了吧
现在的poly学费涨价 该比之前还拼吧

后天还要考试
老实说我没办法专心
没办法阻止自己的脑袋不再想钱的问题
小信的我 始终没成熟...

最近的自己 容易emo
想办法让自己开朗起来
总没什么头绪
都逼自己睡个觉 起床就告诉自己没事了

或许我很难信任人
有些事情自己面对来得更踏实
也继续当个隐形人...........

跌倒

新年才15天
可是今天才初9 事情就连连不断发生

初3跟家人看电影 电话不见

初4跟家人去骑脚车 跌个"大红大紫"

初8冲凉 在厕所莫名其妙的跌个四脚朝天

初9 双手臂没力
再加上又打针 我的手好像废了样
根本没办法把双手举得直直的

真的好像喊 我的妈呀

为什么要喊这句话 我也不懂
就是很想喊这句话

不过就像郑秀珍在红星大奖说的

不要怕跌到 只怕跌到了不再站起来

脚多处伤口 盼望早日愈合......

I lost my phone

Yup, i lost my phone.
This is my 1st time.
My careless..............

Seriously, i not really sad, just kinda.
Used it around 2 years bah i think
Got feeling with it!!

But i scared, really scared
Because my phone got a lot of photo
Not AAA one..
but i still scare it'll leaked out
even though i not a big star

Still felt that movie quite nice
its funny part still made my mood very high
When i went out the cinema.....
GOSH, my phone lost........................

Still got "du du du..." when i used my dad's phone called my phone num...
Think of getting hope to find it back
but just a while, "Your phone....unavailable.".....
Fine, it verifies i had to say bye bye to my phone FOREVER

身外物.. 默哀几秒钟..
Hope you can find a good master..

I lost all contacts..
If don't mind, please can leave your phone num. to my hotmail, facebook, or msn.
Thanks.

Anabel饯行+叙旧

去新加坡考试 考完赶去Anabel家

到custom 有点吓到了
不过幸好老哥在前面
插队 才有能力用1小时半的时间从新加越海过马来西亚

和宝慧一起过去
两个人像个无头苍蝇 在巴士探头找petronas
幸好前一天有问Anabel他家路线
所以大概认一认indicator 大概在rochestar路牌下车
kairen载我们进去 哈哈 (谢咯!还有shirin..)


有些友情不会被时间磨灭
虽然大家身边的故事不再一样
但有些话题还是属于我们的
小声讲大声笑仍是我们的作风

而且惊讶原来宝慧盛乐也在新加坡读书
有时 离别 不代表从此他在你的生命中留下深深的脚印这么简单而已
可能会因为某时的阴差阳错 他就在你的附近
只是不在你的视线范围罢了

偶尔的聚会 让大家珍惜那里的一点一滴
聚会一完 大家又要回到现实 回到他自己的环境
仅剩永远属于我们永远的共同回忆
让我们思念彼此时 再度回顾


13年没骑脚车 终于享受了骑在上面的那种快感
生疏了 不会转弯 只会直走 哈哈哈哈
一句话 syok(爽)!!!

Mother Teresa

特丽莎修女

在这之前 这对我来说只不过是个伟大的人物
为了纪念他 人类都把他的一生故事编成了一场剧

在这以后 我改观了
他真的值得所有人这样的钦佩
可以觉得他的一生好像活得很可怜 可是却很值得

他的精神 他的坚持 震撼了我
其实他可以活着和我们一样的生活
甚至可以很有钱
却选择了混在贫穷 每天将会经历生死离别的圈子里

从18岁就选定了这样的生活
试问现在的自己应该不敢这么做
没勇气 也不愿意吧

在拿诺贝尔奖的时候
以一般人来说
应该会把自己打扮到美美 只为了那台上几分钟的光荣
可是他仍穿着一美元的衣服上台
并用穷人的名义领取这个奖
最后变卖奖杯
就因为他这样的认为:"如果那个东西不能拯救到那些穷人,那个东西会显得很没意义.."

特丽莎修女 我打从心底钦佩你!!!!!

头痛

最近都一直处在懊恼状态

很多报告 都要用头脑去想
尤其是OOP assignment(是类似写computer programming的东西)

可能是我最近的脾气比较暴躁
做做做 一直遇到瓶颈
差不多有冲动想把电脑砸烂了

很努力的解决......................
感觉自己手上已经有钥匙了
可是钥匙太多 不懂哪只钥匙才能把那个锁解开

越努力的想解开(努力解开瓶颈)
反而把手弄痛了(反而把头弄痛了)

换句话说 我也像个患上失忆的人
头脑总有个熟悉的影子
可是却一直想不到那个人到底是谁
越努力想 头就开始痛.....

还要挨到新年前...
有点难熬.....

Cher always forget me!!!!

Comm ToolKit lesson
Quite nervous because has presentation
Not really prepare it

My group is the 1st group for presentation
My group members have many points to talk
Talk talk talk
then teacher also has many comments

In the halfway of our presentation,
she starts express her own point about our research
then start debate with one of my group members
The rest just feel like watching a debate competition. lol..

End of their debate, is my turn to present my own part
Unexpected that teacher said:" Okay, well done. Thanks."
Zzzzzzzz.. what on earth is going on now???
i haven't present yet, then my teacher chase me out???

My group members tell her haven't finished yet.
Then teacher just let us to continue. Actually is let me to continue the last part...

Well, last time like that, now still like that..
My teacher always forget my existence
I'm really speechless..............................
but my presentation also not very well
I even don't know what the hell i'm saying

Anyway,
I think i ought to let bygones be bygones
and not worry about it anymore...
have to concentrate in next assignments (ESAD, EIS and OOP)
moreover it is my last presentation in that class....

My First Try

It's my first time to be a camp leader
Of course, i have to lead meeting for preparation of the camp

Before calling a meeting, i still feel relax
When the meeting start, i nervous. Gosh...

Actually, i don't really know what can i do in a meeting
Ermmm, maybe can't say i don't know because got a lot of people tell me what am i suppose to do
Should be can said i don't know how to use a good way to lead a meeting
In a meeting, sure have committees..
They may have their own style to organize a camp (since they have more experiences than me)
Then maybe i should determination and flexible
I should have a smart way to cope any situation that will be popped up anytime
and i should humble also

In the meeting, the process not really smooth as my expectation
Because i still miss up some important part
but one thing is i try my best already =)

I believe it will be better in next meeting
It's just a learning process
And what i had done just honour my Lord

Thanks for your encouragement
I appreciate of it!!!

I really like the theme "iHome" =)