父母心

当你嫌弃你的父母时，请你读读这段话
我的孩子：
哪天 如果你看到我日渐老去
反应慢慢迟钝
身体也渐渐不行时
请耐着性子试着了解我，理解我

当我吃的脏兮兮
甚至已不会穿衣服时
不要嘲笑我
耐心一点儿
记得我曾经花了多少时间教你这些事吗？
如何好好地吃，好好的穿，
如何面对你的生命中的第一次；

当我一再重复 说着同样的事情时
请你不要打断我 听我说
小时候
我必须一遍又一遍地读着同样的故事
直到你静静地睡着；

当与我交谈时
忽然不知道该说什么了
给我一些时间想想
如果我还是无能为力
不要紧张
对我而言重要的不是说话
而是能跟你在一起 ；

当我不想洗澡时
不要羞辱我 也不要责骂我
记得小时候我曾经编出多少理由只为了哄你洗澡嘛？

当我外出 找不到家的时候
请不要生气 也不要把我一个人扔在外边
慢慢带我回家
记得小时候我曾经多少次因为你迷路而焦急的找你嘛？

当我神智不清 不小心砸碎饭碗的时候
请不要责骂我
记得小时候你曾经多少次将饭菜扔到地上嘛？

当我的腿不听使唤时 请扶我一把
就像我当初扶着你踏出你人生的第一步 ；

当哪天我告诉你我不想再活下去了
不要生气
总有一天你会了解
了解我已风烛残年来日可数
有一天 你会发现
即使我有许多过错
我总是尽我所能给你最好的 ；

当我靠近你时 不要觉得感伤 生气 埋怨
你要紧挨着我 如同当初我帮着你展开人生一样
了解我帮我 扶我一把
用爱和耐心帮我走完人生
我将用微笑和我始终不变的爱来回报你

看了这篇文章
有点愧疚
回想自己有时真的对父母不耐烦
但他们却是耐心的一点一滴的抚养我长大
而你呢
看了这篇文章
是否也有感而发呢？

原来不易

星光闪闪隔着了窗帘
透射了玻璃窗的雨点
深宵三点对着谁挂念
贴着被窝想起你的脸
就算星光不闪现
海天不相连
唯求这生可跟你走到终点
愿意不休不眠
老去数十年
这故事化作了经典
爱一个人原来不容易
为何偏偏最美一刻不可上演
地老天荒谁能不改变
然而这歌声这歌韵哼了千篇

距离
真的是个问题吗
没想到
你也是这样

怎么了

前一秒本来想吃玉米
这一秒突然感到恶心
前一秒希望天天下雨
这一秒竟又决定放晴
我是怎么了 我是怎么了
我是怎么了 我是怎么了

前一秒还好好的
这一秒全都错了
前一秒都OK的
这一秒又都变了
我是怎么了 我是怎么了
我是怎么了 我是怎么了

Dun know why
i continuously have odd feeling
dun know how to describe it
just feel something get ready to happen!!
我到底怎么了..

Say cheese

Today had another presentation
to avoid history happened again
i try to join in overall preparation

The day before presentation
i began nervous
and our lecturor said our powerpoint got something wrong
so i and my group members edit it at last second

Today
i wear formal clothes
u will feel strange when u see my dress up
my mind just surrounded around what i want to say later
i must take note my grammer, pronunciation, accent, and so on
wah.. pening..

When lecturor called my group
i almost got heart attack
the beats too fast
i keep pray
and tell myself god is be my side

Turn my talk
nothing in my mind
the sentences in my mind before was gone
but luckily,
i insist on my talk till end
and i can answer the question when my audience ask me
not very fluently
but satisfied my performance

After presentation
i praise the Lord all the way
Everything's getting better
so happy
and filled with grateful in my heart

夜思

每次
带着期待的心回马
带着不舍的心回新

这一次
告诉自己一定要坚持到两个礼拜的假期
会成功吗
不知道
一切顺其自然吧

不懂明天的presentation会不会像CATS一样
有点担心
但是相信上帝一定与我同在
而且还会用他的大能让我嘴巴流出流利的英文
Praise the Lord
加油吧 孙俪今
上帝的宝贝

生日快乐

很surprise
今年的生日
本来想平常心对待
可是雀跃的心始终让我按捺不住
一整天心情特别好

学校
classmate骗我到一个canteen
到那里 傻眼
两盒pizza 一盒小鸡腿 一盒香肠
虽然之前知道他们策划东西
但是没想到
他们给我的礼物~~
又惊又喜
他们很大声的唱生日歌
好像要弄到全场人都懂我生日
哈哈
拍谢下
他们也送我他们的祝福小册子
和一个classmate的荧光棒
虽然很简单
也没什么内容
但是里面仍装满了祝福

不止如此
干爹干妈（咖啡店老板老板娘）
特地问我有没有回马
他们要帮我庆祝
本来以为他们忘了
他们请我吃了大餐
买了个蛋糕帮我庆祝

我的十八岁生日
就在祝福+欢笑中落幕了

十八

正式进入十八
看电影 唱k
不再有学生优惠

十八姑娘一朵花
人家说
进入十八
就是进入新的生命旅程

暮然回首
发现自己经历了好多事
也正在经历了好多事
成长了不少
但也还在成长

十八的我
会怎样继续的彩绘自己的天空呢
充满期待

今年的生日
没什么期待会有人帮我庆生
或许
收到祝福是我最大的礼物了吧

多么简单的一句話 Happy Birthday
多么平凡的一句話 Happy Birthday

我就这样轻声地对自己说
Happy Birthday to me...

CATS lesson

Feel frustrate in my assignment of this lesson
Actually,
i had 100% confidence can get a good result in this assignment before
bcoz i knew the requirement of the assignment..

This assignment devided into 2 parts
one for individual report
another one is for group presentation

In my individual report,
i felt very satisfied..
bcoz i wrote many things n wrote about 700words in my report

Inversely,
in my group presentation....
my group members all come from engineering
i do not like them
bcoz they always talk n play themselves
maybe i cannot say english fluently,
so they feel lame when talk to me..
when i gave my comments,
they ignored me...
feel i had outcased from them..

So...
i not involved in the group discussion for preparation of the presentation
i cannot contact them bcoz i no had their contact nombor
n they didn't want answer me what time they want to discuss when i asked them
they just kept talking themselves
even they not say halo to me when met me after lesson
such like stranger

Till turn my group to present
i didn't know what they did already
n the title they wanted to present
i no choice..
juz kept quiet there..

At last
my lecturor knew i not do anything
n they let me off
he asked them why,
they not answered anything..
n i hadn't chance to explain it..

After lesson,
i had a private talk with my lecturor
mayb he know i will find him
so he asked me take a chair n sat beside him at once

I told him the truth n my real feeling
he wanted me join in another group
but actually i wish to change my class
bcoz i scare the future trouble
if i change another group,
how my ex-group member think about me?

I also worry the result of my assignment
i worry the group presentation will affect the overall result
my lecturer said i can pass
but just pass, not good
must be hard for next assignment
otherwise,
SURE gone...

Disappointment...
first time i cried in new school
cannot tahan...
when can i talk a good english?
if i keep it like that,
my other presentation will get this result too..
i don't want!!!!!
God, where are You?
I need Your power n grace whenever,wherever and whatever i am...