Interlude

When i walked in Tampines
Somewhere nearby HDB flat...

A boy stood at there
Suddenly he turned his head and looked at me
and we start a very funny conservation..

"Where are you going?" he asked.
"Going home." I answered. (Actually i wanna went to McDonald.. but just a kid. May not to be so serious..)
"How old are you?"
"Bigger than you."
"Primary 1?" LOL, am i looked like P1 student??
"No."
"Then how old are you?" he asked again.
"18."
"18!? is it sec 1?" LOL.
"No. finish sec study already. How old are you?" Was my turn to ask him.
"5 years old." Well, no wonder......
"Where's your parents?"
"Going exercise." he pointed to the park where nearby our place.

Then our conservation ended. Maybe he started to feel awkward? or he just recall that his parents teached him don't talk to stranger? He just walked away and used a very weird eyesight looked at me. lol

Actually i was super duper tired already. But is ok. His innocent makes me to forget my tiredness. Somehow we can happy and just smile because of a small, not really important thing, even a stranger. I rather collect these interlude in my life than just busy in my own things and miss out many interesting part of life.

Isaiah 40:29-31
"He gives strength to the weary and increases the power of the weak. Even youths grow tired and weary, and young men stumble and fall; but those who hope in the Lord will renew their strength. They will soar on wings like eagles; they will run and not grow weary, they will walk and not be faint."

Thanks for bro Titus"s sharing. =)

有性格

有性格 原来早被我挥别了
几时的事 我也不知道

软软弱弱 迎合世俗 怎么行?

不行!!!!
我知道我不是这样的
得把它找回来才行

有些东西是应该被保留的
尤其是原则...

Learning process

"It's a learning process."
Thanks sis Eng Ing for reminding me
I'll be alright

Had a misunderstanding yesterday
I guess i should ignore her word since Raymond ganshi told she's a direct person
Maybe it just her style to express her feeling
but i still feeling down, especially i feel her words beat my confidence down

I think i should treat it as learning process
not just let my confidence become smaller and smaller
Yup, i don't know anything
but if never ever try, how to learn?

I din blame anyone..
Maybe i have kinda perfectionism
Not allow any defect in my plan
but it just for temporary
i trust i can feel relieved with it after this
So, i'll be alright soon..

Thanks bro Jensen for motivating me to play piano again
Few years ago, i put "Improve piano skill" as one of my whole year goal
At the last day of the year, still can't feel have any improvement at all
So this year i consider to decide to give it up, actually
but now i have a teacher...
I sure have a great loss if i don't want grab this chance, right? haha ^^

Anyway, hope i not in "heat in 3 minutes" again..............

习惯就好

你的手机又收不到
我像疯子在街上绕
努力跑 你的温度
雨淋过几条街都散不掉

你面无表情的嘴角
像在嘲笑我的胡闹
回头看 突然明了
爱过了使用期效 你就想逃

我想维持礼貌 忘记骄傲
继续做你唯一的城堡

习惯就好 习惯就好
是我选择看不到分手预兆
没有一丝睡意的困扰 无法治疗
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒

习惯就好 习惯就好
一个人在雨里继续的奔跑
却发现再也听不到 自己的心跳
习惯就好 习惯就好
我承认我的伪装是真的不够好
请给我 多一秒 一秒

I like it!!

Well, i pon COMM TOOL lesson today
Sleep till around 1pm
quite late, that feel so good
somemore my "panda eyes" disappear >.<

Do OOP, wash my clothes
Evening go swimming, wohoooooo!!
nobody acc me, just me alone

=Skip the part of how a silly girl find the pool in Tampines stadium=

Many coach at there, but no one is my coach
quite a long time never have a swim
(Usually just simply play water~)
then my swimming skill become suck, haizzzz..

Maybe just me alone, kinda sien...
just swim 30mins, then go bathe liao

My hair and skin damn dry now
too much chlorine in the pool..........

After shower, feel like wanna faint down
Maybe hungry liao!!
but just wanna eat chocolate, don't know why haha

Go 7-11 find the chocolate
meanwhile paid my broadband fees
After that go buy bread for my next day breakfast
no $1 bread anymore~~ T.T

Buy strawberry green tea
i think i start to like it!!
Also go paid my bus concession fee

Lastly walk back home
i think i had walk around 1000 steps
Yup, is a start of healthy life!!

I like today!!!
n such like this slow pace of life ♥ ♥

2010 goal

I think i have to set my "2010 goal"

-Read bible(Although failed many years alrdy)
-Jogging, swimming (Maybe weekends)
-Reflect my ministry in church
-Change my bad habits(Secret :X)
-Improve my English. Dun make it become an obstacle to serve my God!
-3.8 ♥

New year, new life..
I hope a new breakthrough in my life!!

阿爸好惜我

阿爸好惜我...

假期我都回咖啡店帮忙做cashier
现在总觉得坐在那里傻傻 有点显
做工不能打电话 所以就sms 结果会被nag

算了 就什么都不用作
等钱来就好....
心里就有个念头想听歌
总觉得或许歌曲可以帮我减轻点烦躁

哈哈 结果很巧
有一桌印度人看到channel 5正播michael jackson的演唱会
他们要求把电视机开大声
虽然没什么听MJ的歌
但最起码我终于可以听歌了
还可以欣赏下他的舞蹈 =)

跟家人去Sutera Mall逛街
看到有人吃番石榴
番石榴的味道诱惑 让我突然好想吃
可是爸爸讲那里的水果贵到爆
所以打消念头 失望了下
结果 回咖啡店
头手拿了一桶的番石榴 问我要不要吃
哈哈 吃到爽爽

小小心意 小小要求
上帝都这样满足我
I love U........... muackssss!!

明天就要回新加坡了
我的生活又要打回原形.......

我的圣诞节

本来以为可以在平安夜那天在乌节路狂欢
期待了几年 结果希望还是破灭
明年我一定要去!!

不过 圣诞节还是有进新加坡
刚好我妈要那晒衣架给我哥
所以就计划顺便去游泳

进kastam 爽到爽爽
塞车到~~~~ 花了2小时多才到我哥宿舍
天气又不美

本来打算回去tampines拿我的泳衣
结果时间关系 再加上天气不停作怪
爸爸就打算随便走走买件泳衣给我
顺便买我的泳镜

实在没话说 我从试衣室出来
踢到一个架子(刚好那间店正在整理他的储藏室,所以很乱)
架子倒下 傻眼
幸好只是几个塑料杯掉下来 没有玻璃
我的脚有痛到一下 老板娘脸色变掉
结果付钱的时候还真是ps到

买好了 就吃点东西
出来 车镜夹着一张saman
实在是有够够够爽了咯
爸爸把车park在红线停车格
$50就这样"咻"飞走了

去Jurong east的游泳池
本来停了一阵的雨又开始下起毛毛雨
等换好泳装 雨越下越大了

等等等...........
可能怕打雷 所以安全起见 全部人都被赶去避雨
等雨渐渐转小 我们就开始玩
因为那是时间已经6点了 所以老爸也没租泳圈
我们就只玩那种不用泳圈的游泳池
有点小显... 不过一起玩的感觉我珍惜

才玩个45分钟这样
老爸就走过来告诉我们 小妹衣服忘记拿
所以不能玩了 要出去买衣服
所以起来 冲凉 收拾

去大故家 妈妈才想起小妹衣服其实有带
只是放在另一个bag
炸炸炸到...........................................

这次圣诞节还真有够难忘~~

我想去East coast..
听我哥讲到好像很好玩
有谁要陪我去那里玩???